This idea is, of course, the reason why you see only the past. No one really sees anything. He sees only his thoughts projected outward. The mind's preoccupation with the past is the cause of the misconception about time from which your seeing suffers. Your mind cannot grasp the present, which is the only time there is. It therefore cannot understand time, and cannot, in fact, understand anything.
The one wholly true thought one can hold about the past is that it is not here. To think about it at all is therefore to think about illusions. Very few have realized what is actually entailed in picturing the past or in anticipating the future. The mind is actually blank when it does this, because it is not really thinking about anything.
The purpose of the exercises for today is to begin to train your mind to recognize when it is not really thinking at all. While thoughtless ideas preoccupy your mind, the truth is blocked. Recognizing that your mind has been merely blank, rather than believing that it is filled with real ideas, is the first step to opening the way to vision.
The exercises for today should be done with eyes closed. This is because you actually cannot see anything, and it is easier to recognize that no matter how vividly you may picture a thought, you are not seeing anything. With as little investment as possible, search your mind for the usual minute or so, merely noting the thoughts you find there. Name each one by the central figure or theme it contains, and pass on to the next. Introduce the practice period by saying:
I seem to be thinking about ______.
Then name each of your thoughts specifically, for example:
I seem to be thinking about [name of a person],
about [name of an object], about [name of an emotion],
and so on, concluding at the end of the mind-searching period with:
But my mind is preoccupied with past thoughts.
This can be done four or five times during the day, unless you find it irritates you. If you find it trying, three or four times is sufficient. You might find it helpful, however, to include your irritation, or any emotion that the idea for today may induce, in the mind searching itself.
๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ ๐ฆ๐, ๐ ๐๐น๐, ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฒ ๐ฟ ๐๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐. ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐. ๐ฃ๐ฐ ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ท๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ก๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ผ๐. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐'๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ช๐๐ฟ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ท๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐น ๐๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ณ๐๐ผ๐. ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐, ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ ๐๐บ ๐ฆ๐. ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐น ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ณ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ, ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ช๐, ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐๐, ๐ณ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐.
๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ด๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฎ๐ต ๐๐ท๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ด๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ฃ๐ฝ. ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ท๐ค ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐น ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐. ๐๐ง๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ข๐ช๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ต๐ฉ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ฑ๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ผ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ ๐น ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฟ๐๐ผ. ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ต๐ฉ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ค๐จ๐๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ณ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐, ๐๐ฆ๐๐ช๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐.
๐ ๐๐ป๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฏ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ท๐ค. ๐ข๐ฒ๐ค ๐๐ท๐๐ค๐ฉ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ช๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐, ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ต๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ค๐ช๐๐. ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฝ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ค๐จ๐๐, ๐ฎ๐จ๐๐ผ ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค ๐ฒ๐๐พ๐, ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ป๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฏ.
๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ค๐ด๐๐. ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ช๐ ๐ฟ ๐จ๐๐๐ต๐ฉ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐, ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฝ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ผ ๐ฃ๐ฌ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฟ ๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ผ ๐ฉ ๐๐ท๐, ๐ฟ ๐ธ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐. ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ค๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ช๐๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ค, ๐๐ป๐ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฟ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ ๐น ๐๐ด, ๐ฅ๐ฝ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ด๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ท๐๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐บ. ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ผ ๐น ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ฑ๐ฏ๐, ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ง๐๐๐. ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐ต๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฑ๐ฆ๐:
๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ______.
๐๐ง๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ ๐๐น ๐๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ฉ๐ค:
๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ [๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฉ ๐๐ป๐๐ฉ๐ฏ],
๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ [๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ช๐๐ก๐ง๐๐], ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ [๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ฏ],
๐ฏ ๐๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ, ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ค๐ต๐๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐-๐๐ป๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐:
๐๐ณ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ช๐๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ ๐๐ท๐๐.
๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ณ๐ฏ ๐๐น ๐น ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ผ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฑ, ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ค๐ง๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฑ๐๐ ๐ฟ. ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐, ๐๐ฎ๐ฐ ๐น ๐๐น ๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐. ๐ฟ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฃ๐ง๐ค๐๐๐ฉ๐ค, ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ง๐๐ผ, ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ค๐ต๐ ๐๐น ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ, ๐น ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ต๐, ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ป๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ง๐ค๐.