In no situation that arises do you realize the outcome that would make you happy. Therefore, you have no guide to appropriate action, and no way of judging the result. What you do is determined by your perception of the situation, and that perception is wrong. It is inevitable, then, that you will not serve your own best interests. Yet they are your only goal in any situation which is correctly perceived. Otherwise, you will not recognize what they are.
If you realized that you do not perceive your own best interests, you could be taught what they are. But in the presence of your conviction that you do know what they are, you cannot learn. The idea for today is a step toward opening your mind so that learning can begin.
The exercises for today require much more honesty than you are accustomed to using. A few subjects, honestly and carefully considered in each of the five practice periods which should be undertaken today, will be more helpful than a more cursory examination of a large number. Two minutes are suggested for each of the mind-searching periods which the exercises involve.
The practice periods should begin with repeating today's idea, followed by searching the mind, with closed eyes, for unresolved situations about which you are currently concerned. The emphasis should be on uncovering the outcome you want. You will quickly realize that you have a number of goals in mind as part of the desired outcome, and also that these goals are on different levels and often conflict.
In applying the idea for today, name each situation that occurs to you, and then enumerate carefully as many goals as possible that you would like to be met in its resolution. The form of each application should be roughly as follows:
In the situation involving ______, I would like ______ to happen, and ______ to happen,
and so on. Try to cover as many different kinds of outcomes as may honestly occur to you, even if some of them do not appear to be directly related to the situation, or even to be inherent in it at all.
If these exercises are done properly, you will quickly recognize that you are making a large number of demands of the situation which have nothing to do with it. You will also recognize that many of your goals are contradictory, that you have no unified outcome in mind, and that you must experience disappointment in connection with some of your goals, however the situation turns out.
After covering the list of as many hoped-for goals as possible, for each unresolved situation that crosses your mind say to yourself:
I do not perceive my own best interests in this situation,
and go on to the next one.
๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ด ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ผ๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ต ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฒ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ณ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฑ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ฆ. ๐๐บ๐๐น, ๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐ฏ๐ด ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฎ๐ด๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ, ๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ข๐ฑ ๐ ๐ก๐ณ๐ก๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ณ๐ค๐. ๐ข๐ช๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ต ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ป๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐น ๐๐ผ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ, ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฎ๐ช๐. ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ง๐๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ค, ๐๐ง๐ฏ, ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ป๐ ๐๐น ๐ด๐ฏ ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐ฉ๐๐๐. ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฑ ๐ธ ๐๐น ๐ด๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ด๐ค ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ง๐๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐๐. ๐ณ๐๐ผ๐ข๐ฒ๐, ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ ๐ข๐ช๐ ๐๐ฑ ๐ธ.
๐ฆ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ต ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐๐น ๐ด๐ฏ ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐ฉ๐๐๐, ๐ฟ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ท๐ ๐ข๐ช๐ ๐๐ฑ ๐ธ. ๐๐ณ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐ ๐๐น ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐๐ต ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ข๐ช๐ ๐๐ฑ ๐ธ, ๐ฟ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ค๐ป๐ฏ. ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐น๐ ๐ด๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ด ๐๐จ๐ ๐ค๐ป๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ.
๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ ๐ฅ๐น ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐ฟ ๐ธ ๐ฉ๐๐ณ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ฆ๐. ๐ฉ ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ณ๐๐ก๐ง๐๐๐, ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฉ๐๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฏ ๐๐บ๐๐ฉ๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ฆ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ, ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐น ๐ฃ๐ง๐ค๐๐๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐จ๐ฏ ๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐น ๐๐ป๐๐ผ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ธ๐ก ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฅ๐๐ผ. ๐๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐ฉ๐ก๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐-๐๐ป๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ช๐ค๐.
๐ ๐๐ฎ๐จ๐๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ'๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ, ๐๐ช๐ค๐ด๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ป๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐, ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ค๐ด๐๐ ๐ฒ๐, ๐ ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ธ ๐๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐๐ป๐ฏ๐. ๐ ๐ง๐ฅ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ฏ๐๐ณ๐๐ผ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐. ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐พ๐ค๐ฒ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฅ๐๐ผ ๐ ๐๐ด๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ธ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฒ๐ผ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ฏ ๐ท๐ค๐๐ด ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ด๐ค๐ ๐ธ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ผ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐ค๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ค๐ ๐ฏ ๐ช๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐๐ค๐ฆ๐๐.
๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐พ ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐ฑ, ๐ฏ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ป๐ ๐ ๐ฟ, ๐ฏ ๐๐ง๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฅ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐๐บ๐๐ฉ๐ค๐ฆ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐๐ด๐ค๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ช๐๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐ค๐ฒ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ค๐ต๐๐ฉ๐ฏ. ๐ ๐๐น๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฆ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ณ๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ช๐ค๐ด๐:
๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ ______, ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐ค๐ฒ๐ ______ ๐ ๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ, ๐ฏ ______ ๐ ๐ฃ๐จ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ,
๐ฏ ๐๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ. ๐๐ฎ๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ณ๐๐ผ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ผ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ณ๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฉ๐๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐๐ป ๐ ๐ฟ, ๐ฐ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฅ ๐๐ต ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฝ ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ, ๐น ๐ฐ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฃ๐ง๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ท๐ค.
๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ธ ๐๐ณ๐ฏ ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐๐ผ๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ธ ๐ฅ๐ฑ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ธ๐ก ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ฅ๐๐ผ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐ฏ๐ณ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐๐ต ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐. ๐ฟ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ค ๐ท๐ค๐๐ด ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐น ๐๐ด๐ค๐ ๐ธ ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐๐ฎ๐ฉ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ผ๐ฆ, ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ฃ๐จ๐ ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฟ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐, ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฟ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐น ๐๐ด๐ค๐, ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ง๐๐ผ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐ป๐ฏ๐ ๐ฌ๐.
๐จ๐๐๐ผ ๐๐ณ๐๐ผ๐ฆ๐ ๐ ๐ค๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ด๐๐-๐ ๐๐ด๐ค๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ช๐๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐ค, ๐ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ ๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐น ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐น๐๐ง๐ค๐:
๐ฒ ๐๐ต ๐ฏ๐ช๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ด๐ฏ ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐๐ผ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ต๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฏ,
๐ฏ ๐๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฏ.